The title may say “Clear thoughts of a Confused Head”. But, it’s in my nature to be confused.
Read random rants, written on stuff that I couldn’t decide which category they actually belong to!
So when you accidentally hear these two parties discussing something about you, you tend to pay a little attention.
A milestone has been reached. 100 blog posts!
“You heard about Abhishek?” A friend asked me on phone. “He died, in an accident. His new wife, his brother-in-law too. The sister-in-law is alive it seems, in hospital. Saw it on Facebook, people are …
I pulled out an old walking stick lying in the cupboard and tried helping him (the squirrel) gain his freedom. I was the young man with the stick, he was the oppressed, decked in grey, white and black, panicking, squeaking, protesting my foreign presence yet getting tangled more and more in the mesh of twigs.
Could I've managed it better? No. There's no way out of this routine. Not until parents come back. Not until someone can cook your breakfast and dinner.
I could've been many things, but I didn't become those. Not because I didn't want to become any of those, but because I wanted to become all of those. And sticking to that line of thought, trying to be everything, I never paid enough attention to any single time.
When we talk about partners, two obvious meanings are derived - one that means a life partner, can be a spouse, a live-in partner, a lover and the other that's in the context of businesses. And then, we have partner-in-crime. That's the partner less talked about.
Beyond fibromyalgia symptoms, short-stories and email writing, another thing did keep me busy and ate into my blogging hours in the last 10 days. A movie called Lamhe. I've been so hooked to it that I have watched it 3 times in 5 days.
Dormancy in life's like a physical object mentioned by Newton. You're permanently dormant in life unless you commit yourself to change that state, which kind of makes it not permanent. Contradicting, really.
That's the irony of middle-class. They know to save and they know to enjoy life. They know to find large-sized happiness in smaller things of life. A box of crackers, a box of top-quality sweets, the best of the small cars, a stylish scooter that gives the best mileage, a 40-inch LED TV that we hope will last two decades and so on.
